(Week 9) Late As Always. Like This Post.

This post is "student choice" so I decided to do a little self-examination.

College has made me realize that I have a lot of things to work on. I, like every other person, have flaws and I am becoming more aware of them on a daily basis. I have always had some very specific expectations for the kind of person that I want to be and I even have certain quotes and phrases that inspire me to fulfill this goal.The only problem is the Father Time and I have never been real close. Infact, we're kind of not related at all. I'm obviously adopted. I mean, look at this guy, how can you not be concious of every single second of your life when you have one of those huge clocks with you at all times. It would be nice of him to share that once in a while...

Anyway, the great thing about me is that I am positive of exactly who I want to be, how I want to act, and the disposition I want to display to those around me, but I always remember these precise attributes AFTER I have done something or said something that is contrary to this potential vision of myself. It's always a little too late and I try to tell myself that I will remember next time, but I never do. I think about who I want to be and how I want others to view me as a person quite a bit, but never in the time that I need it. I am starting to think that my expectations are resideing somewhere just outside this universe, but I refuse to believe that they are out of reach. I will continue to remember my goals and my expectations for living my , "Good Christian Life," even if they are accomplished a little later than I had planned. As the saying goes, better late than never.